Choreographer's Diary
by Leigh Witchel
Day 25 - August 31, 1999.
17 days until the performance.
Horizon rehearsals move faster today,
but they are no less tense. When I finished choreographing the
new ballets, I felt immense relief, but the dancers are moving
closer and closer to performance day, so they are feeling the
pressure I felt relieved from me. I just try to keep everything
moving, and the flare-ups to a minimum, and to keep the lines
of communication open
and the dancers talking to each other and me. We review the beginning
of the third movement learned yesterday, and then I teach the
rest. I disliked much
of the final section to a piano cadenza and being too disjointed,
with a particularly vulgar lift where the women's crotches are
in the men's faces. It was one of the first ideas I had when
I started the ballet, and was
actually an interesting acrobatic lift on its own, but should
have been edited out as the ballet went on as being out of context.
Often, the idea that germinates a dance no longer fits the dance
that grows around it, but it's hard to remove the original seed.
I choreograph a new section
in its place, and it's somewhat static, but better than the original.
And frankly, I don't want to nit-pick right now, it's too tense.
I just want to get some steps on the table, and I'll fine-tune
them tomorrow. I need to make the new material flow more, and
in my head I'm seeing a rushing, massed quality, so I need to
move to that somehow. Peter Lopez, who will be doing the sound
editing for Armature, comes by at the end of rehearsal
and the dancers run Armature (without Morgan) so he can
see it and we discuss the editing of the selections.
I got up early today
to pick up the mechanical for magazine ads for the company from
the printer and deliver it to Dance Theater Workshop. I went
to
rehearsal from there. I set four minutes of the ballet, including
new choreography in four solid hours of rehearsal, and soothed
a few ruffled feathers and tried to listen to everything everyone
had to say to me. I went to work and did the postcard mailing
with two friends. Then I wrote this. I'm tired. It doesn't hurt
to remind myself how much fun I had making the three new works.
I can see that no matter how worried anyone else gets, these
ballets will be fine by performance. I've done this already through
six concerts, better and worse, but we've always survived. And
I don't remember ever enjoying it as much as this year, even
with the tension surrounding Horizon. I simply refuse
to stop enjoying what I'm doing. As Mary said, God love her,
"It's just ballet. When did this become World Peace?"
Day 26