A choreographer's
diary
By Leigh Witchel
Wednesday 7/28/99
First day of rehearsals.
The first day of rehearsals is
always the hardest day. I usually can't sleep the night before
from being wound up so tightly, and until the first step is choreographed,
there is always the small voice asking, "What if this one
turns out to be really stupid?" I've chosen to take the
bull by the horns for a few reasons. The piece we're beginning
with, Scherzo Fantastique, to the music of the same title
by Josef Suk, is the one I feel I have the loosest grip on conceptually.
But it's also the only one for which I have a full cast assembled
at present (I'm still looking for one man - and it hangs over
my head like any undone task) so it's what we must begin with.
I walk into studio; Frances is already in the dressing room,
blastingly air-conditioned in the intense heat of this summer.
We sit down and chat. I like the small talk at the beginning
of rehearsal; it calms me, and helps me to get to know the dancers.
Most of my choreography comes from judgments and assessments
of the dancers as people, as well as how they move, so the chat
is more necessary than the trivia it seems. Adriana arrives next
and then Mary (Morgan won't be here today, but will join us tomorrow.)
The dancers introduce themselves to each other (they all know
each other at least tangentially) and we begin.
Without a full cast I always feel tentative, not liking to set
any step on the person not doing it. Worse still, I really don't
yet know what this ballet is about. There are several different
aesthetic palettes possible on a continuum ranging from La
Valse to The
Absinthe Drinker out to Brides of Dracula. I'll only know by throwing a few steps
onto the canvas, like Jackson Pollock making a Rorschach test,
and analyzing the splotches.
I've used this music before, and I didn't like what I did, the
music was too strange for the conventional waltz piece I made,
I caught the music's beauty and sweep but missed its oddities.
The first question I needed to address was how to portray the
strangeness in a way that still acknowledged what was beautiful
in the music, and that these dancers could do. I had hired ballet
dancers, and it's a waste of time and resources not to respect
their process. One difference between ballet-trained dancers
and modern-trained dancers is that modern dancers tend to work
from the inside out and ballet dancers work from the outside
in. Modern dancers ask about intention and style early on in
the process, ballet dancers tend not to be comfortable with those
questions until all the steps have been set, then they will add
coloring to them.
The music is a sumptuous waltz, so we start in the simplest place
possible, with a balancé en tournant, a step commonly
used in most ballets containing waltz music. We do the step as
it is usually done, then vary it by altering the arms slightly
so that they curve delicately in front as if imploring. This
establishes a palette for the ports des bras and épaulement
of the work early on. I then ask the dancers to do the waltz
step at half time or slower. This answers an important question,
I know that I want the ballet, like the music, to be beautiful
yet strange, but strange in what way? The possibilities seemed
to me to be either to be strange in behavior or in incongruities
(disrupting the expected flow of movement or tempo.) The second
of the two relies less upon the dancers and more upon me, so
I opt to try it. Setting a dancer moving at unnaturally slow
speeds against a group of dancers moving at the tempo set by
the music provides the slightly disorienting effect I am looking
for.
Work proceeds that day, but in fits and starts and somewhat uncomfortably.
The only dancer I've worked with before is Mary, and we're quite
comfortable with each other. Adriana is very even keeled, Frances
eager to get things right, but they still don't yet know how
I work, my vagueness throws Frances slightly, even though I assure
here that at this preliminary stage of choreography, there is
not yet a right or wrong way to execute what I've asked for (and
generally in the vaguest terms). Because this is not the full
cast, and because I'm not yet sure what I'm doing, I am loath
to set any steps as choreography, and so am building movement
phrases without the music, not even playing it until more than
an hour into the rehearsal. I simply throw out ideas at random
for the remainder of the rehearsal. They're not choreographed
to music, but will be compared with it after, to see which are
appropriate. Some, like a lengthy phrase with immense sweep,
are ready for almost immediate incorporation, others, like an
almost mimed phrase denoting entrapment will be thrown out.
Day 2 - Thursday